Ah fuck it. I am sleepy. Anyways leave me something if you are curious and hell just to strike a conversation. Thanks. See ya. Night.
Well seem’s another night of nothing really to do since my mother has once again kicked me out of the bedroom. I have a good… five hours till I can sleep and what will I be doing with my spare time? Why reading and burning the last of my energy. Yaaaaay…. So fucking happy.
Shuichi’s eyes were dim when he nodded his head and looked away, taking in a deep breath to regain himself. But when he felt Yuki began to clean him up and take care of him, he smiled and shook his head of the negative thoughts How could he ever think so negative when Yuki was right there, comforting him, cleaning him up, and been going as far as nearly reading how he felt. And this was something new. Usually he was able to hide his pain and emotions when he did not want to worry Yuki, but this time, he lost his defensive walls and Shuichi was being his real self around Yuki and he decided that maybe it would be best if he did just let the other take care of him and see when he was sick and allow the other to keep him at top peak instead of faking it.
As he cleaned Yuki hoped that the marks would fade. Not because he was hoping to have Shuichi be beautiful, but because he wanted the other not to have to look in the mirror and remember. Shuichi would always be beautiful in his eyes simply for be so damn sure of the goodness in him that the blond didn’t see himself. If the singer had to deal with the scar and see it each day remembering the fear and pain it would kill Yuki somehow. Still as he was working on drying the wound’s he gently ran his hand down his lover’s side and sighed. “If we clean it properly it won’t scar…” he said before he put some cloth mesh on it before he started wrapping Shu up. Making sure it was tight, but not to tight to hurt him. His hands were gentle and sure as he moved and he looked over his work when he was done. Making sure he didn’t leave any bumps. Getting up he brushed his pants off before he ran a hand a hand through his hair. “Get in bed Shu. I’m crawling in there.” he said as he started undressing.
Shuihi blushed deeply at the overly delicate side of Yuki came out and smiled as he touched his own side and nodded his head. He did fear it scaring and did not want to have to limit wearing sexy clothing for the other in fear of the scar being visible. When he was told to move, Shuichi quickly crawled to the top of the bed, off to once side, leaving room for the other. He say there and watched the other strip down to his own boxers - the site never seized to turn Shuichi on. but he figured it was a good thing, showing he was still attracted to him. “i love you.” He said, simply as usual and closed his eyes to smile at him. “I will be alright. And you will be, too.”
As he got into the bed Yuki was careful with his hands. Grabbing one of the pillow’s he laid down as he pulled Shu’s back into his chest and stole a small kiss on his shoulder. Feeling the smaller body mold into his he sighed contently since the moment Shu was settled they would stay that way all night. Which was a feeling Yuki couldn’t replace. “Night Shu…” The writer said softly as he yawned before pulling the cover’s over them. The warmth lulling him to sleep as was the soft breathing of his lover. Without realizing it he listened to his lover’s breathing all night long.
Morning came, the sun bleeding though the curtains and awoke the young vocalist. A sweet and innocent heat covered his face as he opened his amethyst eyes, smiling as he felt the hold Yuki had on him still as strong as ever. He looked at him over his shoulder and sighed as he quickly reminded himself of what had happened over the past few days. But knowing Yuki was content and asleep made him worry all the less about the both of them; not to mention he adored how much Yuki was opening up and he was seeing how much the novelist treasured him.
It had been a long night and Yuki may have woken up a few times, but in the early morning when he was finally in a deep sleep he felt his lover waking. As the sun hit his face the blond moved closer to the warm body he held and hid in the singer’s neck. Slowly waking himself up by hiding there for some time as he realized he was holding Shu across the chest and loosen his hold. “Morning…” He said in a harsh voice before clearing his voice and his body went slack for a moment. He had to call his manager and tell her he’d be taking off for a while. Glancing from his hiding place he caught his lover’s eyes and sighed softly. Seeing that smile made him relax a little..
Shuichi slowly winced as he moved to sit up and pulled Yuki lazily into his lap. “My love… continue to rest.” He whispered and reached down to pet the male, running his slender pale fingers though the blond soft locks of hair. “You deserve it. Close you eyes and get more sleep. Please. For me. Rest.” He whimpered in a whisper, looking at him. He still felt so much guilt for putting Yuki though this, but knowing he would take a few weeks off he knew would be good.
Shaking his head some Yuki looked to his lover with a sigh. He needed to get thing’s done before he could truly rest for a while, but when he felt Shu running his finger’s through his hair the man stopped fighting for a moment. He loved when the singer played with his hair and even though he’d not admit it it relaxed him more then anything. Sighing softly he wrapped an arm around his lover’s waist. “Shu I need… To check your wounds… Call the manager…” he mumbled as he yawned before hiding his face in his lover’s thigh. It was sad when he was this relaxed because he acted like a content cat.